I recently posted this meme to my Facebook account which
resulted in a discussion about where toughness comes from. I fell asleep
thinking about it and woke up this morning thinking about it. I feel that this
warrants a bit more explanation to really dive into this issue not just in the
context of parenting but of living.
I once asked someone close to me who was struggling to find
purpose in their life this question to help them work this out on their own: “What
are you willing to die for?”
I know this sounds melodramatic when you first consider it,
but the profundity of this question is critical to our assessment of the meaningfulness
of our lives. The problem with asking the question, “What are you living for?”
is that people often are wrestling with answering this question when they are
looking for purpose or meaning. We often find ourselves unintentionally living
for something less significant than we wish we were living for. The trend to tell
people to pursue their dreams has recently faced a lot of scrutiny because of
the shallowness and lack of pragmatism in that pursuit. But, it’s not for the fact
that they are your dreams that this platitude is being criticized, it’s the
fact that often these dreams are too small, too self-serving and too
unrealistic.
We have, as a society, built an ideology around the pursuit
of happiness that boils down to one small individualized endeavor, personal
satisfaction with life. Satisfaction comes and goes, I’ve found. There are
times when I feel exceedingly satisfied with my life. I feel that my work has
meaning, that my relationships are fruitful and mutually beneficial, and that I
have the world on the proverbial string. This is a feeling, and as with all
feelings, it tends to be fleeting. I find satisfaction in my time in prayer, spending
time with my kids, fishing with my dad, gardening, and having deep
conversations with my wife. I find satisfaction in being productive at work,
writing, fixing something in my home and when my favorite hockey team wins. If
you were to rate these things on a scale of 0-10 of significance, they vary
greatly.
So it’s is difficult to delineate what truly makes you satisfied
with life based on these things because the satisfaction is momentary with each
of these. So what about true satisfaction? Where does that even come from? How does
this relate to toughness?
Let me pose a scenario to you.
Imagine that you are a highly
trained soldier. You have a General that you ultimately answer to and this
General makes orders to which you dutifully follow. You believe, like any good
soldier, that you have a duty and responsibility to die if need be to follow-through
on those orders, like any good soldier would.
Why do you follow this General? Because he’s a good man?
Because he is always right and you have no will of your own? Or do you follow
Him because he has a broad meaningful purpose to which he makes these orders,
whether that is to maintain peace, protect you country, or to offensively
acquire new land or resources?
You would likely find it difficult to follow orders of a
General whose purpose wasn’t in line with what you also believed was a good
purpose.
Now imagine that this General and the purpose for which you
are fighting just ceased to exist. What does that make you?
On one hand, it may just mean that you are without the
larger support of this leader and the organization that follows these orders
with single-mindedness, making your commission as a soldier meaningless. At
this point, you may cease to even be a soldier.
On the other hand, you may find yourself looking for another
general to fight for, or fight for your own personal agenda. As a soldier this
may mean becoming a mercenary, a soldier for higher with the ability to shift
allegiances if the price is right. Either way, you are either self-serving or
meaningless if you don’t have something greater purpose to fight.
This is why directionless young men can be so easily drawn
into hate-fueled terrorist organizations like ISIS and the KKK or gangs like
MS-13 and Hells Angels. We need something to serve whether it is a way of life,
an ideology or a grand purpose. Young men aren’t choosing to be evil, they are
choosing to serve something, and the fact that something is evil takes a back
seat to a need to live for something with some significance, a life with some sort of purpose. These men are
willing to die and suffer for these things. They are willing to endure
hardship, even at the hands of these organizations through initiating rituals,
training and even abuse because they believe that it is for something bigger than
them, bigger than their pain.
So what can prevent this finding purpose in something evil?
My presupposition is that at the most basic level, everyone is looking for
purpose. If they aren’t, they are then nihilistic and are in turn, serving
themselves, which is just finding purpose in serving themselves. Some people
may seek to just serve their families, which is good and right and to be
willing to live and die to the good of your family is very virtuous. But to
what end? Why is your family significant enough to warrant your sacrificial devotion?
The Importance of Ideology.
This is where I find that an ideology is critical to provide
direction. We need a goal, an end. Without this end-goal, what we do with the
harsh realities of life in a world filled with evil people, systems that
oppress us and when we suffer is falter under the weight of it. We can develop a
degree of toughness that in turn becomes callousness toward the suffering of
others because you’re just trying to survive and avoid the pain and suffering
that seems inevitable in life. An ideology, a good and righteous ideology,
allows one to endure these things without turning to cruelty and evil. That
ideology should be formed as early as possible in our lives that we may evaluate
and hone our vision of it so that we have something substantial that will help
us retain a since of purpose even when life gets really hard.
We need to form in our children a view that they can and
should attempt things to make the world a better place. This should be an
encouragement to live for something greater than them. They need to have something
to live for beyond selfish pursuit of riches and pleasure because that will
eventually still boil down to avoiding pain and suffering at all costs, which
we know is impossible. And when that pain and suffering comes, where do they
turn? What is there to maintain a vision to just soldier on?
I teach my children an ideology based in the grandest of all
purposes, to serve God who has a plan for humanity, His creation, for His
pleasure and our good. He has given us, through His Word, a framework for
finding meaning in our lives and the inevitable suffering. This framework
includes sacrificially serving others, loving our enemies, telling others about
His love for humanity, by the gift of salvation and satisfaction in Him
through grace.
When we realize that pain and suffering, both physically and
emotionally, are inevitable in this life, we also realize that enduring these
things is required to propagate life. Even the noted atheist and philosopher Friedrich
Nietzsche noted this in his writings (although he never could come up with a
meaning for the suffering) when he wrote, “To live is to suffer, to survive is
to find some meaning in the suffering.” We can endure begrudgingly or with
satisfaction.
Our satisfaction with life, not just fleeting moments of
happiness, then requires a more broad view that we are living for and suffering
for something important. This is what drives people to attempt great things,
like the Medal of Honor recipient who faces certain death to defend his country
or military unit, like the firefighter who risks his life to go into a burning
building to retrieve a child that may or may not be alive, and like the doctor that
moves his family to a developing country risking illness and insecurity to
bring healing and hope to those who would otherwise never know it.
I for one am raising my children to know the importance of
living this way. The greatest legacy and inheritance I can leave my children is
a since of purpose for their lives rooted in the serving and mitigating the
suffering of others, even at great personal cost. This is what makes life worth
the pain and suffering. I can suffer for my children, I can suffer for other
people’s children and I can even suffer for those who hate me because I am
serving my Savior who promises an eternal life without pain and suffering
freely by first taking the pain and sin of the world on His shoulders at
Calvary. One person that I’m not willing to suffer for is myself. It’s not
self-hatred, it just isn’t pragmatic. If I were here just for myself, I would
avoid suffering at all cost. If suffering is inevitable, then I have two
options, embrace that suffering with a grander purpose to serve Christ and
others through the suffering or suffer without purpose at all and possibly
ending my own life due to the meaninglessness of it.
A willingness to suffer and possibly die for one’s ideals is
true toughness and it is the kind of toughness that does not falter when life
reaches a point of perceived hopelessness, where escape from this pain and
suffering is impossible.
So, in closing, I’m going to post some important quotes that
I often think of when facing tough decisions and inevitable suffering:
“I would rather die now than to live a life of oblivious
ease in so sick a world.” – Nate Saint
“Human progress is neither automatic nor inevitable… Every
step toward the goal of justice requires sacrifice, suffering, and struggle;
the tireless exertions and passionate concern of dedicated individuals.” –
Martin Luther King Jr.
“Character cannot be developed in ease and quiet. Only through
experience of trial and suffering can the soul be strengthened, ambition
inspired, and success achieved.” - Helen
Keller
“A season of suffering is a small assignment when compared
to the reward. Rather than begraudge your problem, explore is. Ponder it. And
most of all, use it. Use it to the glory of God.” – Max Lucado
“He is no fool who gives what he cannot keep to gain what he
cannot lose.” – Jim Elliot
“Wherever you are – be all there.” – Jim Elliot
“All of us suffer some injuries from experiences that seem
to have no rhyme or reason. We cannot understand or explain them. We may never
know why some things happen in this life. The reason for some of our suffering
is known only to the Lord.” – James E. Faust
“And people who do not know the Lord ask why in the world we
waste our lives as missionaries. They forget that they too are expending their
lives… and when the bubble has burst they will have nothing of eternal
significance to show for the years they have wasted.” – Nate Saint
“Greater love has no
one than this: to lay down one’s life for on’s friends.” John 15:13
“More than that, we rejoice in our sufferings, knowing that
suffering produces endurance, and endurance produces character, and character
produces hope, and hope does not put us to shame, because God’s love has been
poured into our hearts through the Holy Spirit who has been given to us.”
Romans 5:3-5
“Count it all joy, my brothers, when you meet trials of
various kinds, for you know that the testing of your faith produces
steadfastness. And let steadfastness have it’s full effect, that you may be
perfect and complete, lacking in nothing.” James 1:2-4
“For I consider that the sufferings of this present time are
not worth comparing with the glory that is to be revealed to us.” Romans 8:18
“We are afflicted in every way, but not crushed; perplexed,
but not driven to despair; persecuted but not forsaken; struck down, but not
destroyed; always carrying in the body the death of Jesus, so that the life of
Jesus may also be manifested in our bodies.” 2 Corinthians 4:8-10
“Many are the afflictions of the righteous, but the Lord
delivers him out of them all.” Psalm 34:19
“For it has been granted to you that for the sake of Christ
you should not only believe in him but also suffer for his sake,” Philippians
1:29
“Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the
Father of mercies and God of all comfort, who comforts us in all our
affliction, so that we may be able to comfort those who are in any affliction,
with the comfort with which we ourselves are comforted by God. For as we share
abundantly in Christ’s sufferings, so through Christ we share abundantly in
comfort too. If we are afflicted, it is for your comfort and salvation; and if
we are comforted, it is for your comfort, which you experience when you
patiently endure the same sufferings that we suffer. Our hope for you is
unshaken, for we know that as you share in our sufferings, you will also share
in our comfort.” 2 Corinthians 1:3-7
“Now I rejoice in my sufferings for your sake, and in my
flesh I am filling up what is lacking in Christ’s afflictions for the sake of
His body, that is, the church.” Colossians 1:24
“If God would grant us the vision, the word sacrifice would
disappear from our lips and thoughts; we would hate the things that seem now so
dear to us; our lives would suddenly be too short, we would despise time-robbing
distractions and charge the enemy with all our energies in the name of Christ.
May God help us ourselves by the eternities that separate the Aucas from a
Comprehension of Christmas and Him, who though He was rich, yet for our sakes
became so poor so that we might, through His poverty, be made rich.” – Nate Saint
“Some want to live within the sound of Church of chapel
bell; I want to run a rescue shop, within a yard of hell.” – C.T. Studd
“Only one life, ‘twill soon be past, only what’s done for
Christ will last.” – C.T. Studd
“The ‘romance’ of a missionary is often made up of monotony
and drudgery; there often is no glamour in it; it doesn’t stir a man’s spirit
or blood. So don’t come out to be a missionary as an experiment; it is useless
and dangerous. Only come if you feel you would rather die than not come. Don’t
come is you want to make a great name or want to live long. Come if you feel
there is no greater honor, after living for Christ than to die for Him.” – C.T.
Studd
“We are frittering away time and money in a multiplicity of
conventions, conferences, and retreats, when the real need is to go straight
and full steam into battle, with the signal for ‘close action’ flying.” – C.T.
Studd
“Security is mostly superstition. It does not exist in
nature, nor do the children of men as a whole experience it. Avoiding danger is
no safer than outright exposure. Life is either a daring adventure, or nothing.”
– Helen Keller
